I am actually studying

I have got to stop reading about tmj disorders. it is giving me some killer jaw pain. also perhaps I will have to return to my orthodontist because I cannot figure out how my bite is supposed to be. I keep trying to distract myself and then suddenly close my teeth together, hoping they will assume their natural position. but then I realize I am testing my bite so I panic at the last moment and everything ends up funny and my jaw still hurts.